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你在家中扮演着什么角色？
Saturday, January 10, 2009

还没开课前就对自己说：这个学期我一定要努力，不可以在这么懒散了！
所以从开学到现在（已经一个星期了），我都早起身，即使上课时间没这么早，我都宁愿早点准备好，然后把多的时间来练琴，作功课，温习等。。非常不想把一分，甚至一秒给浪费掉。

今天也不例外，早上起身后，便乖乖的到音乐室，把自己的睡意调整过来后，便开始我的练习了。开始还好，可是越弹就越失去方向，抓不到普上到底要怎样的声音。从开始练习，我就一直在调整我的情绪，因为我知道一旦我弹不到我自己想要的东西，我一定会发脾气/心情超差！我就是不想有酱的事情发生，所以就一直在平衡着~

两个小时后，妈妈叫吃午餐。由于当时我也想离开那样的环境（虽然不饿），所以就下了楼去。家人都在开开心心聊着，我却没出声。静静的坐在那里~以为可以在家人聊天当中找到平衡点，可是我没有想到事情会变得那么僵。

我对今天下午的事情非常的心疼，非常的失望！我什么都不再说了~~~我就静静的坐在那里，不出声！越坐就觉得越难受，眼泪已经开始控制不住了。。还是静静地走到自己的房间，把门关上，痛哭了起来！！！！真的是痛哭，大哭的那种！！！这种感觉不懂在多少年前曾经有过~

我常常这样说：“没有任何人可以令到我流眼泪，除了家人！”
可是我相信神把每一个人放在一个家庭当中一定是要我们学习一些功课的。
所以直到现在我都还是在学着。。。。
弟兄姐妹们，为我也为自己在家中所扮演的角色来祷告吧~

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