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应不应该放弃？
Sunday, September 9, 2007

很想放弃了....
为什么会这样??我到底该怎么做?已经开始觉得自己撑不下去了.脑海中突然出现"放弃"这两个字眼.可是如果我现在放弃的话,我之前所走过的路不是白费了吗??那我两年在等什么?唉.....
我可以躲起来吗??很想很想跑去一个没有人的地方躲起来.不要说话,不要见人,不要摆出那嬉皮笑脸的样子来应酬人.已经觉得自己不能在装开心了.什么事情都笑笑的...傻傻的...让人觉得我好象一个"傻大姐"一样.其实我内心不是这样的,你们知道吗??我该怎么表达呢?
现在放弃?我不甘心!继续?不想!啊........很想大大声喊出来!为什么总是有这么多选择?我到底该怎么选?
很多人说我很幸运,在这条路上我遇到很多贵人.这点真的要感谢神的.所以一定要我好好珍惜现在的一切.我知道每条路都有它艰难的地方.没有一条路都是点凹凸不平.可能我现在正在凹的地方.如果不靠自己的耐力和努力的话,我知道我一定出不到这个凹.
可是我也希望在我遇到问题的时候,有人来支持我,或扶我一把.而不是再加添麻烦给我.每个人都有自己的问题存在,是看自己怎样的去解决.而不是趁自己心情不好时,把自己的不快乐发泄在他人身上.......................................................................................................
我已经在尝试用"神的爱"来包容,饶恕,宽恕等,可是事情就是不断的发生.我知道这是撒旦在搞的鬼.所以主啊,我真的需要你的力量来帮助我.我不想再这样下去.让我有一个清醒的头脑来判断任何事情.主,我很累,我知道我没资格说这话.
是不是我太独立了??什么事都自己扛.让人误会以为惠珊是个坚强的人,所以很多人不用为我担心.其实......我不是!
我需要安静....请大家出去!!!!!!!!!!!!

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