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Sunday, September 9, 2007

那天下午和他们一起吃午餐...吃着吃着,接到姐姐的来电.那顿午餐就在安静的环境下结束了.
我飞车到医院.(虽然很多人劝我小心开车),可是那是已经管不了这么多.在车上眼泪一直流.那时心里只有一个念头就是:你千万不要有事..以最快的速度抵达医院...一到五楼,便看见妈妈在讲电话.她身子一转回头,就很明显的看得出她哭过.而且还是哭得蛮厉害那种.我压着自己的情绪,走到妈妈面前.刚好医生来,便一起谈谈他的病情如何.医生就说了很多不是很乐观的情形给我们听.我们听后静静的没出声.这时,妈妈问了句她自己也不想问的问题.她吸了一口气,问道:那会不会有生命危险?医生看着我们,说:怎样都会有危险性在那!!!!!相信妈妈听到这句话是整颗心一定是跌到低谷.我那时也深深的吸口气.
回到房间,看见他睡在病床上,我真的很想哭.最后还是忍不住,假装走出去外面..一个人走在走廊,哭了起来.又不敢哭大大声,怕妈妈听见.发泄后,便回到房间.只见妈妈坐在他的身旁,呵护着他.这时,有朋友来探望.妈妈便和他们到门外说话.免得他听见.我一个人在房间里,看着他那辛苦的样子,实在很心疼.不知该如何是好.
妈妈回到房间,朋友的妹妹便帮我们祷告.从祷告开始到结束,我和妈妈便一直哭,一直哭.妈妈甚至还跪在地上痛哭.我们又不可以让他知道病情的严重性.所以只好偷偷的在他背后哭.那天的心情真的很不好受.可是幸好有收到很多好朋友的问候和鼓励短讯,心情也比较好些.(在这里要谢谢你们)
一天过去了..看着病情有点好转,心情也没那么承重.可是每当病情稍微好点,过不久又来看见他那痛苦的样子,顿时没有任何的心情.我们又帮不上什么忙,只见他一直皱着眉头睡觉,真替他难过.这样的情况维持了好几天.有时见他稍微有点笑容,我们笑得比他更开心...真的希望他快点康复起来.当知道已经过了生命危险,我们也比较放心点...
现在在等待他康复的那天,可以一起陪我到教会打鼓.一起练习,一起说笑,一起玩,一起做我们还没完成的事情和以后的日子...
Boy Boy.....你快点好起来吧！我们永远支持你。

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